My Spirit Guide Blue

Tanya

Several years ago I visited a very well-known psychic medium in Harlow.  She gave me a  good reading when she connected to both my grandparents in spirit.  Then she moved on to say things about me and said “oh, I have your spirit guide here and he is saying you already met him”.

I sat feeling puzzled, what was she talking about?   “Have I?” I asked.  She shook her head “yes, he said he visited you a couple of times in a dream, it’s the easiest way for you to connect with him”.

Suddenly my blood ran a bit cold, when I realised I knew exactly who she was talking about.  I had had two very distinctive dreams, where I had met a man.  The weird thing is, in the dream, I was out somewhere and had to nip to the ladies toilet.  I came out of the cubical and was washing my hands, only to realise that there was a man standing in the toilets watching me.  I know, this sounds creepy and like a nightmare but it was far from it.  I didn’t feel scared at all.  I felt like I knew this familiar presence.  Let me describe him:

He was Asian looking (Tibetan) with a long blue monks outfit on.  He had hardly any hair and had the most piecing blue eyes I have ever seen.  He said hello to me and then he left.

A few weeks later he popped up again when I was in the toilet in my dream (the significance of the toilet may become clear below!) and he was wearing the same clothes and again I noticed those beautiful blue eyes.

After talking to the medium and understanding that he is in fact my spirit guide, I decided to call him Blue.

Here is something else that is interesting about this story: when I was nine months old, I nearly died.  I had Kidney Reflux Disease, which meant that instead of urinating out all the toxins that my kidneys had removed during the day, they were being flushed back up into my urinary system and poisoning me from the inside.  My parents knew that there was something very wrong with me but the doctors just kept saying I had a virus.

After another bout of being very sick, my mum recalls one of the worst nights of her life, when she was trying to feed me in my high chair but then I just fell face down into my food, lifeless.

My parents rushed me to hospital and was told by A&E to go straight upstairs to paediatrics.  They jumped in the lift and there was a young doctor in there, he asked them what floor they wanted.  He also took a good look at me and said “what has been happening to your daughter?” so they told him then he said without a word of hesitation “she has Kidney Reflux and she must be seen immediately”.

After that conversation the doctors knew what to do and after some time in hospital and antibiotics for seven years (years!) – I was fine.  However, my parents were told that had the diagnosis not have been made that night the likelihood of me losing a kidney was a certainty but even worse, I probably would have died.

So what has this got to do with Blue?  Well, my mum says that the one thing she remembered about that doctor, was his piecing blue eyes, she said she had never seen eyes like them and that she knows that he saved my life.  Perhaps this was why Blue always visits me in the toilet??

I work with Blue a lot now during my Reiki practice and also I communicate with him very much during meditation. I ask him questions and he gives me the answers (only if it helps me with my development).  He has a funny sense of humour and I even believe it makes him laugh at the fact that I am so impatient with my mediumship development.  For example I once just demanded to know when I would “get better” at being a medium and I waited for the answer then I heard “Constant Craving” playing by KD Lang in my mind!  In other words “stop going on and take a chill pill love…….it will happen in time”.

I know Blue will be with me for this life until we meet in the next.   All I have to do here is ask for him and then I get a feeling of someone touching my head, always on the left side.  It’s very comforting to know that I, like every other human being, has a guide right beside them.

Until next time,

Tanya

Published by Tanya

I am a working Medium, Psychic Tarot Reader, Coach & Holistic Therapist. My passion is developing my spiritual experiences and most of all, sitting with people and contacting their loved ones who have passed to spirit. Come on the journey with me!

3 thoughts on “My Spirit Guide Blue”

  1. Hi Tanya,

    I hope you are well. I came across your post “My Spirit Guide Blue” after searching for experiences similar to mine. For context, in 2021 I was meditating nightly for months. It’s a practice I fall in and out of but when I’m consistent I will often begin to have vivid dreams and occasionally unexplainable phenomena occur e.g., auditory hallucinations. Well, one night in 2021 during that phase of regular meditation I had a dream in which I was in my apartment and walked in to the home office at the rear of the apartment. Inside, sat on the ground, legs crossed in a blue robe was what appeared to be an Asian man, roughly 35-45, short black hair, square-jawed with the most strikingly blue eyes I have ever seen. His presence felt authoritative but not intimidating and coming across him much like your experience did not startle me while still being a surprise. His lips didn’t move but somehow I knew just to trust him, as though he was waiting on me. In this dream I recall being shown what could only be described as a kaleidoscopic view of creation – universes imploding and then exploding in colour, as though blooming from darkness in to life. Throughout the experience I could feel intense movement, as though I was in a wind tunnel and as he continued to show me these visions I began to hear a noise not dissimilar to a jet engine. The noise became louder and louder to the point of being deafening in addition to the rapid imagery and the sense of intense movement. I remember feeling severely overwhelmed by it, as though my body couldn’t physically maintain the force it was being met with. Eventually, I heard him say “you are not ready” and then I awoke from the dream. To this day, that experience has never been repeated and I have never encountered the man again but I still often think about the experience, his appearance and general aura. I’ve had several other experiences of an adjacent nature since but not like that. It seems we may have encountered the same spirit guide and thus I felt it worthwhile to leave this comment. I hope he has continued to help you in your journey, who knows, I may even encounter him myself again some day.

    Best wishes,

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    1. Thank you so much for your comment, which I found fascinating! You are the second person that has approached me to indicate that we may be working with a very similar guide – so I do believe that some of us are aligned to a certain vibrational frequency. Can I ask, do you have any psychic experiences in waking life?

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      1. Thank you for your response. I have had one ongoing psychic experience for a few years on/off that seems to again align with the degree to which I’m engaged with meditative practices. Throughout Summer 2023 and somewhat infrequently after I have heard voices attempting to get my attention, more often at night than any other time. These voices often speak with an appropriately regional accent for where I’m from and will call me by name. I have always been hesitant to engage with them for fear of drawing an unwanted entity upon me, truthfully I don’t really know who or what I’d be communicating with hence the hesitation. During these experiences the atmosphere in the room feels notably different, not dissimilar to waiting at a transit hub – crowded with an almost humming energy to it. The one time I have engaged with any of these voices was when my bed frame felt as though it had been “kicked” one night, I sternly voiced that whoever did it was no longer welcome in the room and to leave. Since then I haven’t experienced anything as intense in almost 2 years but I’ve also sparsely meditated since. I’ve never been very certain in how to interpet those waking experiences. I’ve had some other experiences, but mostly related to repeating numbers and synchronicities. These have been less frequent but still meaningful. I’m always fascinated and even a little relieved to come across others that have experienced similar. I’ve met quite a few by chance, funny how that tends to happen.

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