Recently I met a lovely new client who said something to me which rang a little bell in my heart. She told me that sometimes, she has this inner feeling of knowing, like an energetic feeling, that something big is coming her way, like something good, derived from happiness, like, her purpose. I understood exactly what she meant; this is the first time I’ve heard someone else say out loud what I often feel myself.
However, it’s been hard to hear it lately, as sometimes, like everyone else, I can have days when I feel low and not really sure why. I don’t think this weather is helping (that makes me sound like my nan) but seriously, it’s been overcast since about November, hasn’t it? Anyway, I’ve had to dig deep for the motivation that normally just spills out of me with ease, I’ve had a real brain fog lately, sometimes even worrying that the best of my ambition has gone like my 30s are about to go behind me………can you believe that negativity? That is not my normal vibe. I want to stress that as soon as that creeps in, I deal with it, like, I’m not having that, at all.
So, when this happens, I go back to basics with my mental health, everything I teach my students on my Law Of Attraction Course: Routine, Self-Care, De-Stress, Back To Nature. Go walking (I notice a direct link to my mental health and how often I get out walking with my dog Seb), meditation (I fell asleep to the Shipping Forecast the other night, it was lush!), exercise, good diet, loads of water, going within myself to find inner peace, less worry and more “home” time. What do I mean by home time? Home is the place inside you that is safe, yours and is where you are connected to the source of all that is, it’s your energetic life force that tells you that you have absolutely nothing at all to fear. Have you found yours yet?
After months of preparing to launch my Law Of Attraction Course online, it was ready to launch today (Monday 24th Feb). I think this has contributed to my feeling of unease. I’m about to embark on something that I’ve been working toward and thinking about for ages. Last year I imagined what it would be like to launch my LOA course, online, to a wider audience. I had no idea how to even start, but using the power of manifestation, I managed to get all the knowledge, resources and contacts I needed, and low and behold, I manifested it. Now comes the fear bit, the bit where I wonder if it will do well. I always say this, it’s not about the money for me, it’s about the impact and the connection to fellow humans, that’s what I get excited about, but then I am fearful if it won’t be received with love, I had a few hurtful comments when I initially sent an advert out (not from my page likers or local community should I add), this did scare me a bit, but then I must remember that being scared is a block to reaching out for your dreams, fear must be overcome and moved to the side.
What am I trying to say with this week’s post? I guess it is, going back to that feeling in the first paragraph. Once we have found our life’s purpose, it puts us in a flow of energy and gives us a feeling unlike any other we have ever experienced. It’s personal, it’s not about anyone else. It’s like we are fulfilling a subconscious dream that we came here to do, we recognize it like an old friend, and hand in hand we navigate a path together, meeting new people along the way, having incredible experiences at each crossroads, letting our gut take us there and nodding in agreement because we know it’s the right way, the right direction.
People always say to me that they don’t know what their purpose is. I can’t answer that for people, it’s something you must find within yourself. My purpose is connecting to the spirit world, proving life after death exists and most of all, helping others of this life journey with grief, worry, and pain. I know I am lucky that I found my purpose, but all I did was listen to my inner voice. What is yours telling you?
Once you find it, listen, understand it and let it guide you. Then, just go for it, please just go for it!
Until next time
Tanya
I haven’t found mine yet and have fallen off the wagon a bit but reading this gives me hope and has made me smile.